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Ideas are constantly coming and going, some others occupying closer to the back of my apple's eye and others in the low lying shadows. What about you? To repeat one idea here and now image that we achieved 10% of all our ideas. We would be 10% closer to perfection. My utopia currently is a reality in which all ideas are carried out, never abandoned in the wee hours of the morning or set aside until next month, even once though to be assigned a creative schedule! 

"That Judas broke my head." I once said imaging the loss of my inner business woman. For the record, I am a painter first. Perhaps maybe even a photographer, however the symbiotic relationship these two, painting and photography, have is an explicit inter-relation that there is a clear loss of their own identity and process alone. Amongst them I form a world vision that imposes a filter on my eye simply day to day. Who are you without photography and painting?